Soooooo

“Life is funny isn’t it? Just when you think you’ve got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about something, and feel like you know what direction you’re heading in, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west, and you’re lost. It is so easy to lose your way, to lose direction. And that’s with following all the signposts.”

— Cecelia Ahern, Love, Rosie (via compassio)

My thoughts exactly.

for you

I don't know if you'd ever read this but I secretly hope you do;

you dont know how it pains me not knowing what you're thinking, seeing things changing and us drifting further and further away everyday. it just fucking hurts me okay? and how am I supposed to tell you? you don't even really bother. im so sick & tired of feeling this way but I'm not ready to let you go because i know I'll regret later. you always tell me things that I don't really wanna know, what do you expect me to do when you say you're gonna go get numbers??? what was the point in that. sometimes I really fucking question myself what do I mean to you, I wish I never met you, probably then i won't fall so hard & be left in the state I'm in now. I wish things get better although they don't look so good right now, but I know everything will be okay in the end.
I'm never falling so hard again.

on a lighter note, I finished the 5 people you'll meet in heaven 2 days back & it has now officially been one of my favourite books. it has a simple story line but lots of life lessons to be learnt and it is a super emotional story hahaha love it :)

xo

NUAISH DAYYY

have y'all ever seen a fish in a fish eye lens?:D
sry im bored & feeling nuaaa! Hope everybody's holiday has been coming along great^^