Promotional exams have ended and i don't remember being this happy since exams started. Though yes, i am busy with other things now, it is some other sort of busyness, you know? I'd rather this anyway. Dealing with 2 A level subjects now; PW and Chinese and I honestly have no idea how I am coping. Thankful though, thankful I am not in this alone. Thankful that everyone has been nothing short of a blessing. I will make it through, that I am very sure.
Found something I forgot about just yesterday. I remember crying every single time I watched it 3 years ago, I am grown now. I no longer cry over that; instead I cry over how I lack the mental capacity to understand things and to comprehend that I am actually alright. I cry over how difficult it is for me to be what I truly want to be. Oh yes, anyway, back to that, I no longer cry over that snippet of memory I found, instead I handed it over to someone I love, and moulded it into something worthy, something happy.
I am happy now :")
