Last week --- Today

It has been awhile since I last wrote here and last week had been pretty eventful.

Okay, so last Friday was Valentines' Day and I had such a great time with Milton :)

The photo was taken on "friendship week" on Thursday and Milton proceeded to skip school on Friday, so I only got to see him on Saturday. I may be looking pretty disgruntled but to be very honest, I was really happy! Met M after his match on Saturday and we actually planned to have an expensive meal, for fun. However, we had fish soup at the food court instead, and went on with llaollao at City Hall with the mentality of having some expensive dessert prior. Walked around and did some passive shopping, went to look at football boots and contemplated if I should get another pair. Traveled to town after that and had EWF for dinner, shared a meal because M lied that he had dinner at home when in fact he didn't. I suggested having an expensive lunch before because I wanted a change in environment from the ordinary, but I learnt that atmospheres do not have to be bought when the person you have with you is priceless. It is also funny how special we wanted to make the day, intentionally or not, but we only come back to what we usually would do on any other day, serving as a reminder that it does not matter what we do, fun is fun when the company is right. I felt like it was one of the best days of my life, not because of the extraordinary things that we did, but definitely because of the emotional discoveries that I have made. 

That's enough of the Vday stuff, the other things are private and should be kept in the confines of my memory.

It is Chinese New Years' Eve today and I had some celebration in school earlier, it was good I guess, something different from my secondary school. Waited for M to end training and got a little angry, but I was alright after awhile. Had Macdonald's for dinner because it's CNY eve --- where diet doesn't matter and had a nice walk around Nex. It might sound pretty lame now but I am quite sure it wasn't. I also managed to get a pair of shoes for CNY tomorrow, so that was pleasant as well.

Here's me wishing everyone a blessed CNY, and to have never-ending love being showered upon you in forms of goodies / cash / relationships, and I hope everyone have CNY as joyous as mine! X

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I want to support young girls who are in their 20s now and tell them: You’re not just imagining things. It’s tough. Everything that a guy says once, you have to say five times.

You

Measurements ----

One flicker of the eyelid glare at the person opposite the room
Two ounces of wanting to get to know him
Three seconds of ponder --- "Is it okay to follow someone you do not know?"
Four days of non-stop checking for a follow back
Day Five the follow back came
Six hours of non-stop bragging, of happiness, smitten
Seven days of sadness --- over a lover already gone, too quick, too soon
Day Eight a message came! "Hey are you alright?"
Nine weeks of online messaging before a "text me maybe?" was struck
Ten kilograms of feelings now already invested, but things are not always smooth sailing, then she thought he found someone else
On the Eleventh week, she stopped replying. "I wouldn't like it if someone got into the way!"
Twelfth week flew past; separate lives now, another almost lover, gone too quick too soon. "I would have treated you right", she recalls as she remembers you saying you are sad every night over a love gone, too quick too soon.