Feb

Hello online friends! It has been like... 2 months? Since i last wrote on here. OH YES!!! I realized i haven't updated this space since my post-A levels post.. 

Basically, i have been channeling my energy to spending time with M, clubbing (I went twice!!! But it was absolutely an energy drainer..), work, reading, writing, planning and eating. Life has been, as much as i wanna say good, i know it hasn't been. But it's alright!!! It's a new month and with new beginnings, things improve and get better and if they don't, you do. And that is more important.
Shan't dwell and throw a pity party for myself here SO LET'S MOVE ON! 

M and I created a youtube channel in Jan because we wanted to keep track of our adventures, as well as our otherwise mundane lives with each other, which makes it 10/10 enjoyable :) Here is the link if anyone is interested! -->  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCX5bfXJl1v3FFkXBtY60WiQ

We still have loads to improve of course!!! The cinematography and all haven't been top notched but hey!! Cut us some slack ok, we are learning :3 Everything is also filmed with a GoPro, which i think contributes a lot to the shakiness of the video, we are thinking of investing in a camera.. I want one too anyway! 

I have also been looking into saving these days. I am extremely inspired by Warren Buffet --- he is rich, happy, charitable, empathetic, forward-looking, etc etc. I can go on and on because he is such an inspiration to me at this moment (!!!) and hence, i am going to embark on an austerity measure that will increase my savings up to an ---undisclosed--- amount by Uni!!! Also hoping that i will get a scholarship so i do not have to get a student loan aka no salary for next 10 years. (i am just exaggerating) ((I know i will manage)) (((Jesus will not allow me to sink)))
Through Jan, I realized the importance of saving and i really want financial stability rn!!! I am going to make my own future, my own keep and i will (CAN) survive!!!!! 

Moving on

I was looking (stalking) some of my IJ friend's facebook just now and i miss SJC so much!! SJC has indeed left me with some of the best memories to date and it has been a place where tears, blood and hatred dripped from my soul (was that too dramatic). 

But yes, from girl-girl crushes/relationships to boob grabbing to police cases..... how can a place like this not be worth remembering? It was an awesome place and for the purposes of nostalgia, i am going to post some pictures on here :B 

THIS WAS LIKE... A TYPICAL DAY IN CLASS? I remember (!!!) We were in the comp lab with aka the most hypocritical and two-faced teacher I've ever met, doing stupid stuff... I believe it must have been beneficial because it was boring and challenging and (if it is not challenging it does not change you) ((thanks jotham)) --> SO i concluded that what we did was beneficial. Must i add that the reason we are doing this in the comp lab is because we terrorized this teacher to bring us to a air-conditioned location because we were baked from the weather. Spent the whole lesson on the floor and i remember Cher also tied my hair... evident in the 4th pic where i seem to showing off the masterpiece. yep. was a fun day. 

RHD'13 i believe? This was with Jel, we were in the ISH toilet (which was out of bounce after PE hours) and we were taking loads of selfies.. many of which i lost because i did not have the good habit of keeping pictures :( I really regret it though because i've taken so many pictures in the whole of my lifetime i think i can make a collection D: So i guess we were hiding in the toilet because what followed after were shouts by some PE teacher asking us to get out and go for assembly (was it?) or was it class.. i am not entirely sure.

After that was a sad episode in my SJC life and we (Cher and i) fell out with Jel and co. The details were blurry and the last time i tried to bring it up (after we patched), i was replied with a "let's not talk about it anymore" so up till today, i have no idea what happened. It is alright though (!!!!) what matters is that we have patched up as h0mi3z 

So Cher and I were always together and i guess we made it work!!! We studied, ate, bitched, chilled together and became the best of friends!!! I think it is so funny that we are so close now because she used to hate me in s1 & s2 because of some other friendship thing, but i've never regretted meeting her because she has sucha heart of gold <3 and she's funny. Anyway, back to the O level period. We bonded a lot because we were there emotionally for each other also.. it was always school -> try to leave ASAP -> Compass bux and fridays would be school -> GARDENS CBTL -> dinner (!!!) and she always paid without complaining when i'm broke :) 

We skipped school many times together too to study and although we got backlash from unforgiving people we just laughed it off because we are Beyonce. We are both at where we want in life now (apart from qualifications and stuff aka talking about r/s aspect la) and i am so happy for Cher! And of course myself :) 

Well, Elizabeth joined us sometimes at our compass adventures but that was seldom :( we hardly talk now but i hope she's doing good wherever she is!!

There was also this compass pt barista that gave us free drinks and food.. I've no idea who he is but he's nice and he thinks i'm pretty!! It made feel flattered at that moment i guess because i even took a picture (and uploaded on insta i think EW @ 16y/o me) but it doesn't even matter now lol what matters is that i think i'm fabulous, and trust me i usually do :) 

Favourite techer!!!!!! .... so much so that i'm uploading this on here even though i look bad. 

I fell in love with his brains the first day I met him!!!!! 

Then there was porm, by then Cher and i haven't patched up with the rest yet so unfortunately, we do not have a group picture together :( Prom was not that fun for me as i always believed that people are really pretentious and nice to you only because it is the last time that they're going to meet you. So it isn't genuine. And i hate/detest/despise non-genuine encounters. Well, got to take nice pictures though so i guess i can't really complain as well :) i realized that i don't even have a digital pic with Cher!!! But at least we had this nice printed out one... SA didn't have those for prom :|

I guess this is the part where i am expected to say something like "well, even though i lost some frineds in SJC I gained some too and they're the ones that will stick w me bla bla", but thankfully, for some reason unknown to myself, Jel texted Cher and I the following CNY (hahaha so funny that i am posting this close to CNY too), to ask for a gathering @ Mrs Freeman's house. We agreed and things started to take root from there and now i can say that we are back to what we were previously and this feels like friends forever 

Wth @ the fact that this is the only decent group pic we have... HAHAHAH

Other random pics that i found: 

When baby cole came to visit!! He is such a big boy now :3 

Eating bread (openly..???) in class and also taking a picture 

First clubbing experience, JK. This was national day 2013 i think, after Shal and I got scolded by killjoy teacher because i was sitting on her back lol

I had so much fun writing this post because i got to look at old pictures (there are many more, but maybe for another time), and thought about past memories. Time flies and i guess it is true when they say that the best things to hold on to in life is each other 

I'll be back, very soon. Promise. 

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